Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Why does my life suck so bad?

Today was the 2nd worst day of my life!

What happened you might ask? Well..... It all started off when I got in a huge fight with my parents last night! Then this morning I had the worst feeling in my stomach becuase I got caught lieing to my dad, and it made me feel really bad. I know that I schouldnt have lied but I was really scared that I was going to get caught doing something that I knew that I wasnt suposto be doing. So then this morning I felt so bad, that I started to cry in 1st period, and i think for the rest of the day. And then when I got home I was so tired form crying all day, that I went to sleep tell my dad got home and came and woke me up. Then we talked for forever, and we got a little better understanding of what happened.

I know that Lieing was wrong, and I know that if I would have just been mature about what I did and told him instead of trying to hide it, that I would have been alot better off. I also think that I schold be punnished becuase I did do something wrong.

To everyone that reads this ( if your my age or can remember when you were) have you ever felt that feeling of guilt in your stomach and you cant eat or do anything but sit there and cry? Because I know that not everyone is perfect and like my dad said to me that sometimes we all do things that we will regret later on. ANd i do regret it alot.

So if anyone can relate then it would really help to know that I'm not the only one in this world who feels this way........

Thanks a ton
RaeAnne

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